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Muhd Hanif
aKa: Anip Dino (ReTzNoM)
9 December 1988 (Saggitarius)
Devil_boi69@hotmail.com
Crazie Peeps
M.k.T
Mini Bio
loves
BMX; Bowling;
Pool;
Grandma Cooking;
Hang out with the dude's peeps;
hates
Loneliness;
Failing & Bailing;
Rejection;
Seperation; Deception;
Gagsterism;
Trendy Wankers;
Egomaniac;
Fickle minded;
High class bitches & bastards;
needs
CaR LiCenSe
A DuDdEt
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
remember the background music remember wat i means??? Never i did thoes stupid stuffs again never i break the promises.. Untill now still kip the promises and do & dont's... Everytime i think of u or everytime the song is plays i get upset and angry all at the same time... Why cant u see the way iam trying to make it back again?? For the 2nd time in my life i feel this way... Sumtimes i just wish Arwa-mak was here to help me out in this type of situation!!
Too bad i lost my mum due to heart-cancer and now iam loosing my head thinking of my probs and you!! I stopped the bad habit for awhile and now iam back to it!! Oh god!! please help me out of it.. What have i done so wrong till i deserve this??
Never will you understand me girl!! NEver will you understand the pain inside.. Just like how my late-mum use to suffer for us wen we were growing up....
Iam breaking down and i dun wanna take thoes stuffs no more! Just nid tat special sum1 to help me out of this dark tunnel and bring me to the confidence ligh of the outside world...
All i got is nothing and no1 to talk to... No 1 will know the pain iam hurting inside... This fucking pain in me will disappear if u come back to me and help me out.. I dun wanna be a heartless person no more cos i dun wanna follow my father foot-steps But at the same time i dun wanna be weak like my late mum....
I wanna be in the middle of both Strong and weak And i just wanna spend time with tat special sum1 i ease this pain away if not i will be like my beloved late my who use to suffer...
I love her more than myself she is the 1 who bring me up and now yr gone, no 1 will replace you.. You have gone away into God's hand and he will look after you and end you suffering of this cruelty world...
If onli u can see how much i nid u mum!! if onli u can feel the pain inside me of missing u and the situation iam right now thinking of tat special sum1 name *****h.. Iam sorry i let both of you down.. but if i have the ultimate last chance to both of u... As a son and as a ex i wanna make it up!!! I nid to talk to u mum but i cant....
Thinking of u girl and especially mum this tears of mine are rolling down my cheecks... I just wanna be with u and never thinking of anything... but if i cant i wanna be with mu mum and if i cant also then i will have to stay in this darkness till the time have come....
strummed away @3:12 AM