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Muhd Hanif
aKa: Anip Dino (ReTzNoM)
9 December 1988 (Saggitarius)
Devil_boi69@hotmail.com
Crazie Peeps
M.k.T
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loves
BMX; Bowling;
Pool;
Grandma Cooking;
Hang out with the dude's peeps;
hates
Loneliness;
Failing & Bailing;
Rejection;
Seperation; Deception;
Gagsterism;
Trendy Wankers;
Egomaniac;
Fickle minded;
High class bitches & bastards;
needs
CaR LiCenSe
A DuDdEt
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
this is wat she wrote at her blog
yeah i do know someone has noticed my abnormal character, i should say.in one day, i could be in total mood swing.for a moment i would be very quiet and suddenly i get so happy and excited over nothing.then i would switch back to my quiet mode.sometimes thinking and sometimes i am just blankly staring into space.i do wonder how come i am so caught up in doing this state when im with a special someone.sigh.lols.i am going crazy am i?thing is,it is the insecurities and not believing in what love is all about that has badly affected me.i know it is a feeling that cannot be forced upon others or oneselves.so am i forcing myself? i am not particularly sure about that.everytime i chance upon the word love, is there any meaning left to it? have i totally lost how to love since he and me went our separate ways?silence is always the best answer to the questions.answering now would be hazardous,it might only destroy what there is now.i insist on not hurting others and hurting myself.Already am i caught up in another complicated situation that i myself cannot resolve.it lingers and stays in the air for im not sure for how much longer. i just wonder when is it going to end,it seems not to.well in my eyes, that is for sure.with the coming of Ramadhan, i hope things will be better.no i don't hope, i want to enforce it on myself.Being good is an option that has got its door open all the time.
AND THIS IS WAT I GOT TO SAY!!
well its my blog... its the best place i express my feelings...
ape sak... its as good as u r thinking about yr ex and tat is y u are making me like a dam fool... i feel like a idiot.. like a toy... i feel like u r toying with me n ma feelings... GOD.. Y CANT I GET A BETTER LIFE.. do i deserve this crap??? fuck it... iam so fuck up with it... now yr pp is low.. siape sak kau g msg/kol... jantan lain per... entah2 yr ex... ARGH!!! U NEVER EVEN SHOW YR LOVE TOWARDS ME.. ALL I FEEL IS TAT IAM THE 1 WHO SHD GIVE IN TO U.. AND U ALWAYS WANT TO BE ON THE TOP!!! JUST BECAUSE IAM ACTING LIKE A SMALL KID DOSENT MEAN IAM 1!! SO THINK B4 U ACT COS U WOULDNT KNOW WAT'S COMMING NEXT.. IAM SO FUCKING PARANOID!! is this wat i get for loving someone???
PLEASE HELP ME OF OF IT... SHOW ME SOMETHING THAT WILL MAKE ME FEEL ALOT BETTER!!
strummed away @11:56 PM